Homesick

06:14 Wednesday, 25 May 2011

You can see "homesick" scribbled on my forehead these days. I have just got home from Kampar's night market and travel agency. Unfortunately , the travel agency was closed. So , i didn't purchase any ticket back to home town.  Even if i purchased the ticket , how am i going to get my ass at Kampar's bus station? Walking? Actually , there is buses which are going to fetch us and drop us at bus station. But i just couldn't interpret its' schedule. I'm a failure i know. And right now , i am hesitating whether to attend tomorrow's orientation. If i skip the orientation , then i will have time to go buy bus ticket. What should i do now? =(

Reached Kampar around 3pm and we head straight to Danish house's office. It's located middle of the housing area. A lot of cars were there when we arrived. The office was so crowded and hot as humidity of the air is proportional to the number of people in a closing area. Got my "number" and have to wait for the turn. 2 hours of waiting really exhausting. As soon as i got my keys , we went to my room and got my things in the car transferred to my room. 
Well , you guys must be imagining how my room looked like. 


This is what my room looked like. 


My personal bathroom. ^^


My new laptop. I love its letters feature.                              


Top look of my new lappie.

It's late and i think i better get my ass of my bed now. Or else i might not be able to attend the orientation tomorrow. LOL. nite. =)

Emotional

10:17 Sunday, 22 May 2011

I heard one of my friend told me that i have a serious attitude problem. The way i socialize and make friends. But     
is it even true? It's kind of disappointed because he has been my best friend for more than 2 months. I really don't see any problem in myself. I've tried to change to be a better person in life as day passes. But who would thought that my best friend would say such thing about me. Anyway , i'm who i am. If u guys can't accept who i am , then better get the fuck of my sight. I don't need to rely on u guys if u guys can't even respect me. I won't respect those who doesn't respect others. 

Got my first VISA maybank card recently. Thanks to my mum who accompanied me to open my first bank account. 



Tadaa. My new VISA card and my account number. If you feel free or got extra money you're welcomed to bank in to this account. Haha. 
I've listened to a song Crush by David Archuleta. It made me cried for the second time in the middle of the night thinking everything happened to me is exactly same with its' lyrics. I'm finally conscious from my dream and it's time for me to let her go as she isn't belong with me. It's better to start now better than too late. I want to thanks her for her time that she spent with me , happiness that she brought to me and kept me accompanied whole time.